I have a confession to make—I’m just not feeling it anymore.
Most of my life has been an unfocused whirlwind of dreams and goals, usually never leading anywhere. I’ve let medical issues handicap me. I’ve admitted defeat without even trying.
I can’t go on that way anymore. I need to be proactive and get what I want out of life. So how does that all tie in to this blog?
That’s the issue, I’m not even sure if it does anymore. Don’t get me wrong I appreciate all the support and community my readers have provided for the past year. But I feel like I need to be a lot more honest, and I need to put myself out there.
I know what I want from my life, and I’m finally in the right mindset and ready to commit to seeing out these dreams. I don’t want to quit blogging. I don’t want to abandon all the friends I’ve made through Squarectomy. I don’t want to abandon Squarectomy. I’ve put a lot into this site over the past year, and I’d still love to see it go somewhere.
I guess, you could say I’m putting myself on a probationary period. This site will still be about fashion, but I also need to make it more personal—without becoming egotistical. Hence the overly-sensitive (and dangerously close to being sappy) post.
If I can’t make Squarectomy something bigger than it already is—or to put it more accurately, if I can’t make Squarectomy mesh with my life goals—than I’m afraid I’ll have to redirect my energy elsewhere.
Thanks again to every single person who reads and comments on this blog, and I hope you are still with me as I try to find some inspiration and breathe life back into Squarectomy.
Note: This has been, and probably will be, the only post that is lacking in visual stimulus. I feel like it was more important to focus on the words this time.
Another Side Note: I can’t believe how personal I am getting over the internet! Goes to show you, I really don’t want to give up on this site, and I am searching for a way to make it feasible to continue.